Things I wish I could have done with Austin / Pam (Mom) Take him on our lunch date at Saigon for his Birthday
Celebrate his 21st Birthday with him
Take him on our planned trip to Kansas City to gamble
Have more time to share an adult to adult relationship
Watch him become more of the man he was becoming
Been the proud mother of the groom
Seen him as the wonderful father he would have been
Know the family he would have had
Be the Nana to his children
See where else he would go in life
Watch him enjoy life as an adult
Reminded him of what a wonder person he was
Shared the rest of my life with him
Gave him one last kiss
One last hug
Tell him again how much I love him
And how proud I am to be his mother
Tell him goodbye from this earth
Tell him my heart will never let go
Tell him not to worry
ThatWe will all soar together again
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